Horrible Day

Soooo... I binged today.
5 nuggets and a McDouble.
(Disgusting)
I got rid of it, however, I got caught.
I played it off as me just being sick.
They sent me home.
Awesome.

Stay Focused.
Stay Strong.
Be Free.
~Khloé

It's Working

So, to get this fast started off right, I fasted yesterday and laxed.
I woke up this morning and I'm officially out of the 240's.
Nothing, and I mean NOTHING is going to stop me now.
A longer blog should be coming soon.

Stay Strong <3
Stay Focused <33
Be Free.
~Khloé

It's On

I'm so sick of working my ass off and restricting and still not seeing any fucking results. It makes me want to put a gun in my mouth and just end it all.

New Plan.
Fast until I get lightheaded from standing up.
Fast until I pass out.
Fast until I feel nothing.
Fast until I am nothing...

Khloé

Kudos

What for you might ask.
For being a shitty sister.
For having a Quarter Pounder and a Medium fry today.
For being a waste of space, time, and energy.

Kudos for being a failure.

~Khloé

Lazy People Rant

According to the National Institute of Child Health and Human Development, the average American gains around 1.05 pounds during the months between September and March. Most of this weight gain (.8) occurred between Thanksgiving and January 1st alone. Granted .8 pounds doesn't seem that traumatic, they also stated that those pounds are easily accumulated over the years and not easily lost. That means from the age of 10-20, you could easily gain an accumulated total of 8 fatty pounds from the holiday season ALONE. That is DISGUSTING.
So, I've changed my hatred of winter just to the holidays in general.
Everywhere I go, people want to drink, eat, and just lay around. What is wrong with people? Calories, empty carbs, laziness... It's brainwashing. Yes, it is a little cold out but there is snow.

SNOW! Yea, remember that? What happened to snowball fights, running around like idiots, sledding, snow angels? Everyone just sits around on their lazy fat asses with their thumbs up their butts and their eyes PLASTERED to the TV. It's to the point that you have to scream to get somebody's attention because they are SO sucked into stupid modern day "entertainment". Then they will sit there and complain about how they need to lose weight yet when you ask them or suggest doing something that requires them to pry their butt off the couch, they won't budge. I'm moving forward and doing what I need to do. I refuse to be a pile of fatty mush that is fused to the couch. When spring comes, I'm going to be at least 20 pounds lighter and while they are still sitting there complaining, I'M going to be out living my life and getting everything even more under control.
There is more to life than TELEVISION, JUNK FOOD, SODA, and LAZINESS.
My biggest New Year's Resolution is to be more than that.
When all of my friends are under the "spell" of gluttony, laziness, and just lacking control of their lives, I'm going to be in control and in charge. This may come off as cold but I really can't stand lazy people. I used to be one of them. I hated what I became and I got out of it. But if you're going to be laying on the couch, watching tv like you do everyday and getting pissed when someone tries to talk to you about anything because they are interrupting your show, don't you dare freaking say that you're tired of being fat because IT'S A FUCKING CHOICE.
I don't care what anybody says. Being fat is a choice. You sit there all day, watch TV, shove food down your throat when your not even hungry... Those are your choices. Nobody elses. So next time you CHOOSE to sit around all day and then complain about your weight, DON'T complain to me because I can't bite my tongue anymore. I REFUSE to bite it anymore.

AND don't you dare start complaining about hip, knee, or any health problems that could be related to your weight and then DENY that you are fat because of your "muscle mass". BULL FUCKING SHIT. AHHHHHH I'm going to lose it.

Stay Strong <3
Stay Focused <33
Be Free.
~Khloé